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Illusions
Breath in the light, take a breath of sanity
Feel the air pour across your skin
Leave it to die, take away your soul tonight
When we wonder what it is for
Ripped away, these lies wander through my head
Trapped inside, you take it all away from me
I stand alone in this mess, a mass illusion, a mass denial of your words
I stand apart from your shit, take it from me you say
Slice the golden sun, impale the truth we
Wish was known by all
Crumpled flowers, as ocean of a sweet smell
Why do we hope for innocence lost
I stand alone in this mess, a mass illusion, a mass denial of your words
I stand apart from your shit, take it from me you say
I see the stains on your hands, that blood is ours, spilled on the floor
I see right through all your shit, take it form me you say
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To Die Once Again
Bled upon the silence, escape from your mind
Believe in the one who deprived us all
Free all the torment, escape from your mind
Trust in the one who deprives us all
Shatter my innocence to taste the blood
Living inside a sunken, lifeless hole
Emptiness pours through the cracks of my mind
Just forget the splintered ranks or true existence
Wait for the flipside, take the ends of time
Live in our fragmented truth now
Search for our divinity, it will set you free
Be one with our fragmented truth
Shatter my innocence to taste the blood
Living inside a sunken, lifeless hole
Emptiness pours through the cracks of my mind
Just forget the splintered ranks or true existence
Deliver our shortchanged lie for your languish
Just forget the splintered ranks of you existence
Hold on to your life, waste your time today
All is lost cause we can no longer survive
Life is just a game, when we live just to
To die once again
Shatter my innocence to taste the blood
Living inside a sunken, lifeless hole
Emptiness pours through the cracks of my mind
Just forget the splintered ranks or true existence
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Timeless Eclipse
Traces of my past slowly topple my remaining need for life
But you just watch as I die tonight
Take my hand cause you will never know what I feel
Just watch as I crumble in here
Will you stay with the chains
Will you be drowned in pain
I see my chaos enveloping me
Lost among all we know, torn from rage
Will I ever see what it is that makes it all go from here to the end
Or must I lay and stare at this timeless eclipse that crushes your existence
For I will never see
How this all stays apart
I cannot die
But this is not life
I see nothing
Forced upon these shattered syllables that make no sense at all
And you just watch as I stumble in here
A twisted fragment of monotone whispers escape my lips
Just watch as I fall apart right here
Will you stay with the chains
Will you be drowned in pain
I see my chaos enveloping me
Lost among all we know, torn from rage
Will I ever see what it is that makes it all go from here to the end
Or must I lay and stare at this timeless eclipse that crushes your existence
For I will never see
How this all stays apart
I cannot die
But this is not life
I see nothing
I welcome any escapes form my cage, left in here to torment...
I see the stars welcome my presence, I'm the one who struggles...
I cannot stay here, I will not stay here
Any longer, for you
I feel the walls, close in on me
They say that life, in not a joke
But they toy with me
And you just watch me die
Will you stay with the chains
Will you be drowned in pain
I see my chaos enveloping me
Lost among all we know, torn from rage
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Splinters of Yesterday
Twilight encompasses the skies, when from all the disarray
Brought down upon me, take this artificial life from me
Lasting with only one hope, the madness that flows within
Burn the frayed ends of your soul, for that is what we are
As inscription on the charred earth, reveled tomorrow
Emptiness fills the void and I breathe in the fumes
A faint-hearted game on a new reality
Carry the pieces tossed aside by the unforgiving
For they are sill hidden among us
Splinters of yesterday fill my sight
I just can't leave the blinding light
Take my hand and I will show you how
How to beat them at their games
Set me free from havoc and pain, showered with insurrection
To heaven and back, silent as deserted memories
Ravaged by their shadow-less forms, beaten through the mist
An inscription on the charred earth, reveled tomorrow
Emptiness fills the void and I breathe in the fumes
A faint-hearted game on a new reality
Carry the pieces tossed aside by the unforgiving
For they are sill hidden among us
Splinters of yesterday fill my sight
I just can't leave the blinding light
Take my hand and I will show you how
How to beat them at their games
Beaten and torn apart, from this disfigured sense
Leaving me with nothing, just scar my tattered spirit
A glimpse of reveled silence sewn through my luscious scars
Take me through the show cause I, I will not survive
Set me free from havoc and pain, showered with insurrection
To heaven and back, silent as deserted memories
Splinters of yesterday fill my sight
Pouring across the tomb of a fallen race
Taste the animal inside of us all
A primal beast that feeds upon out souls
Emptiness fills the void and I breathe in the fumes
A faint-hearted game on a new reality
Carry the pieces tossed aside by the unforgiving
For they are sill hidden among us
Splinters of yesterday fill my sight
Pouring across the tomb of a fallen race
Taste the animal inside of us all
A primal beast that feeds upon out souls
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My Silence
I feel eternity flow through my veins
The endless enjoyment I have inflicted
But do you know what it's like to be the one outside
Do you know what it's like to see the sun one final time?
I'm losing my soul
Wasted tears of seduction
Take me away from all your pain
Take me away from all this the same
I watch my silence creep through my body
All I have waited for is here
I am the one who is always living on the outside
The one who saw the sun one final time
I'm losing my soul
Wasted tears of seduction
Take me away from all your pain
Take me away from all this the same
Inject you forsaken remedy
A pleasure filled with sin
Release me from this cage of flesh
Fuck all your reality, it means nothing
Fuck all you are, trusted by none
My blood has spilled all over the floor
This release will not set me free
I see the light shine in on the walls
A projection of what is to come
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The Man of Gold
Bury me, I am alone
Inside my world, reverse by all
With lies abroad, ensnare myself
This touch of sin, I remember
The man of gold, the one who
Tore me apart, and left me with nothing
I felt the world inside my hands
Scarred my intentions with the flame
I've seen my world inside your eyes
I live for the emptiness
We distance, we envy, we tear all the promise to
Run, just run, just run, run from all your pain
Believe, I believe that you
Are my life, the side of hate
The side of my menace and fight
Injected lies, between your eyes and
Between my soul, left me with nothing
Nothing but the man of gold
I felt the world inside my hands
Scarred my intentions with the flame
I've seen my world inside your eyes
I live for the emptiness
Run away, and take everything you know
This is it, he has returned the man of gold
He has come to your pathetic realization
Drink with me, this hour will be our last
Bleed with me, our sons will never live
The man of gold inside will kill us all
I felt the world inside my hands
Scarred my intentions with the flame
I've seen my world inside your eyes
I live for the emptiness
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The End of Red
We live a life that runs together with the end
Red days surround me, my every move
He rips the answer from your grasp
Red cries fill his, single moment
Stand up, the threat has become a reality
Bite the days, I fear the end is coming
We live, in a place where no one stays
Foster now, that is not the way
Please life the candle from my eyes
Red pleasure, rape me and take my soul again
He feels the essence of your pain
Red death, he takes it into his hands
Stand up, the threat has become a reality
Bite the days, I fear the end is coming
We live, in a place where no one stays
Foster now, that is not the way
Stand up, the threat has become a reality
Bite the days, I fear the end is coming
We live, in a place where no one stays
Foster now, that is not the way
Return from the pitied scars, from pitied lives
Red emotion, will take them away
The children weep for all the dismay you show to them
Red flames, only in a world so cold
Stand up, the threat has become a reality
Bite the days, I fear the end is coming
We live, in a place where no one stays
Foster now, that is not the way
Stand up, the threat has become a reality
Bite the days, I fear the end is coming
We live, in a place where no one stays
Foster now, that is not the way
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Divinity Divined
We are all that takes the pain inside
All for nothing
We are all the devastation here
Be my shadow
I watch as the table turns against me again
Leaving myself to stray
I watch as you prey on my soul again, another sin
Escapes my grasp
This is my soul apart, these are the ends of my days
Will you just fall away?
In a twisted sense of time, I let my life fall apart
Will I just go astray?
I'm burning inside
I'm leaving it all behind
This time I cannot bear it
It all remains with you
A race with time through the window today
Left with nothing
Besides the sin lies all the frustration in my eyes
Lost inside
The beauty of dead flowers remains a mystery
I tell you, I tell you
I find beauty in your suffering and shame
I tell you, I tell you
This is my soul apart, these are the ends of my days
Will you just fall away?
In a twisted sense of time, I let my life fall apart
Will I just go astray?
I'm burning inside
I'm leaving it all behind
This time I cannot bear it
It all remains with you
Blew, I blew
Blew, I blew
Blew, I blew the trace through your eyes
Flew, I flew the days since your eyes
Plaster my forever, forsaken child, last today
I weep, leaving all of this behind, behind
We are, we are, we are cold inside
And dead inside, it fits to me why we all see blind, it fits me, it fits to me
Brought by the fragile insecurity that you are, like a barbed wire strewn on the floor
All my time spent for nothing, you just throw back down there
Trebling like the fallen leaves and tossed around
As the landscape changed
My panicking child looks upon me with fear and I
Just look the other way
The beauty of dead flowers remains a mystery to me
I tell you, I tell you
I've lost it all from my pain to joy, dead inside
I am lost in this
I've seen too much to look you in the eyes
Will we just fall away?
Pulling my life apart to smother your self
They are all just the same
I'm burning inside
I'm leaving it all behind
This time I cannot bear it
It all remains with you
For all I ask is that you treat me as one of your own
To let me free my selfless desires unto this pitied world
With pain in my hand I live my life free
Poor shallow to feel the thorns again
I stumble and fall to weep, to die just as they do
And you place me on a pedestal of shame
With pain in my hand I live my life free
Poor and shallow to feel the thorns again
I stumble and fall to weep, to die just as they do
And you place me on a pedestal of shame
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Stray No More
You may ask why I have always stayed away
You may ask why I always leave you to stay
Can we ever let this one be unheard
Just let me breath
I need to take you away from me
I need to make you forget what I am
Never will I speak of my pain
I will not speak
Past, my life, you shall never know
Why, you ask, I can't understand why
I stand to stand alone from you now
My thoughts a mess from all the games
And as I walk out your door you ask
Why do I stay
Past, my life, you shall never know
Why, you ask, I can't understand why
Hold on, here I come, this will never last forever
Last chance in these final days, we will hold on, hold on together
Do you find, the pleasures hidden in the days
How do you live with all your shame, I'd feel restrained
You may say, why have I always been lead astray
And you may say, why have I always seen it my way
Can't you just wish for the end
It's where you belong
Now, this earth, laid between us here
For you, and me, will take the wrong path again
Hold on, here I come, this will never last forever
Last chance in these final days, we will hold on, hold on together
Do you find, the pleasures hidden in the days
How do you live with all your shame, I'd feel restrained
Hold on, here I come, this will never last forever
My chance lost in my sin, and I can't hold on, anymore
I will live, the pain shadowed by the same pleasure
How do you live with all you shame, I feel restrained
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Of Cruelty and Emptiness
Would you travel for a lie
Would you seek for the truth hidden behind
Lies, everything you ever told me
Lies, and to think that I trusted your words
And I, I have tasted
All I need, my thirst for life
Has become numb, like your heart, your heart of
Cruelty, and emptiness
Would you look for hope when there was none at all
Would you ever find exactly what you were looking for
No, I did not, and you still tear me to pieces
I have bled, and cried, and still you throw me away
And I, I have tasted
All I need, my thirst for life
It has become numb, just like your heart, your heart
Of Cruelty, and emptiness
And I, I have tasted
All that I need, for my life
And you are still numb, to my touch
And you will never be whole again
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